I am not a man

The weariness of my soul , when i close my eyes,

I'm in a castle, whose falls down every nights,

The story that I read, will not show me the dark,

A mean wind pulls out my hair, 

I am not a man. 

A ghost of my past, laughs at my pain, 

His scream when I got red face,

Rotten by the tears of his blows,

Furious about the fact,

I am not a man. 

Mummy salves me of his arms,

I am scared and vulnerable when he scratches my heart,

I would like going out of this nightmare,

I am not a man. 

I feel in my-self, a monster of stone,

I swear, tomorrow I will be different,

Yesterday I couldn't sream,

I was just a girl.