No expectations

There was no beginning like an end, zero expectations from the start. 

A fresh start. A very big end opening the gate for a very big beginning. You felt it like there was no other way to happiness. And you meant hapiness like the one with a big «H» giving birth to a world of promises. Everything starting in your head, and you felt that extreme powerful force filling you up. You were actually dreaming of what could come next, with no expectations at all, giving the way to chance, and suddenly the dream came true in a flash with a sense of yourself finally. You wanted that moment so much that you eventually fainted for a while feeling all the possibilities.

You knew the rules. They were set for you a long time ago. In a dark room left alone with no escape possible. But no punishment at all. You knew the picture by heart: not to be seen , not to be burnt, not to be hurt for no reasons. They must know it by now. They had to know it. There were no other possible way to play that game. The rules were set for you but you were about to change the rules for them so that they comprehend at last.

One more game but with your rules. You wanted that moment. You wanted that game. You wanted the rules to be changed. 

All you were listening to, all that time, was that little voice coming from the inside yelling those words quietly: «Forget me not! Forget me not !» And you believed in those words at least enought to take the first step. And now you are here fresh new, craving for life. For sure you wanted to begin...