A lack of you

A lack of you

It’s strange to see how the things can change so fast. I was a little girl when you left and all you leave for us are memories. Your smile, your voice, and the joke you made. I remember the nights when we were all together. It was just like in movies, but it was true. I miss you so much, you can’t imagine.

And when you were working so late at night, you come to me discreetly, kissing me and at my awakening, a gift was at the foot of my bed.

I wonder what was in your mind at the end, what did you think? Did you remember your whole life? Did you think of your family? Did you think we’ll miss you? And now, do you know how I miss you?

I was only nine when my world fell apart. Why do you leave us? Why life became so hard since you’ve gone?

I’m sorry; I don’t pass to turn the page. I got the impression you’re always with me, but I can’t see you, I can’t hear you and God, I can’t hold you in my arms.

You’ll always stay in my heart. If the promise land exists I’m sure that you and I will meet again.