My betrayal

My betrayal

I can't stand waiting anymore, waiting for a word from your juicy mouth or for a delicious kiss from your lips,

When everyone knows what my feelings towards you are, when you can't possibly say you weren't aware of it...

I fear every single minute I am with you, fear every look I don't deserve, fear this scheme in which I can't fit,

However, every single second away from you drags me to the stake, prevents me from breathing looking for tips...

I can't help being so jealous of the one who gets your arms, your body, your thoughts, your kisses, your love, you

But I can't either help kneeling before her in admiration for she is the one who is to lead you to the greatest happiness...

Nothing can prevent me from staring at you, from dreaming I'd feel your hands on my skin without any weariness,

Prevent me from giving you my life and heart to handle as you want and from dedicating my destiny to you...

So as long as I can breathe, as long as my eyes can please themselves with you shinning view, you will

Remain carved forever in my heart and I'll love thee as I love the sky in its complexity, which can leave me crying

Being so far and so innacessible but as inseparably linked to my mind as the love's flame from which I am burning...

My body is yours as shivers are running down my spin as I can't stop the pulses of my noisy heart which I feel...

I give you all these words, golden tears dropping down from both my eyes and heart, hoping you will forgive me this betrayal which loving you is, and that you may once give me your heart...

Asdecoeur