Someone else

Someone else

I’m thinking of him. I’ve just found another person who could make me happy… Why can’t I pass to forget you? Get out of my life. Get away!

I can’t go ahead with your face printed in my mind. Please set me free.

Need you, but need more you away from me. Too hard to standing here, looking at you still thinking of her and waiting for her without a look towards me.

I want arms around me, yours would be wonderful but it will forever be a dream.

I want eyes looking at me every morning, telling me I’m beautiful. Yours were telling me that each day I woke up in your arms.

I want lips over mine, meaning I ‘m the one for you. But all it meant when you kissed me was: “Wow, you kiss so well girl!”.

I want hands holding mine, touching and stroking my body like nobody else did before. But yours were just telling me that: “We’re together now, let’s enjoy in.”

I want a smile, each time you see me, because you would know that your life never could be better.

You asked me to come tonight and I wonder if I shall stay dreaming one day you’ll see me as the one, or if I shall run away from you, and from all what you mean. Cause on the other side, someone is waiting for me. Even if it’s not for life, he wants me to be happy.

Today I’m wondering which path to follow. Help me to understand, help me to know if you’ll smile to me one day, saying: “I’m not leaving you anymore. Thank you for not giving up.”

Cause, I don’t wanna wake up in an empty bed, dreaming of arms holding me tight.

Don’t wanna look at myself in the mirror every morning and see each times new wrinkles.

Don’t wanna kiss each night someone different because I feel lonely.

Don’t wanna be touched by hands without love just as if I were a piece of meat.

Don’t want only friend’s smiles; it would make me realize that I’m incomplete.

I used to hope a love story just like in American movies. Now I’m just hopping meeting someone good for me. Never mind if it’s not you.