The Reaper Around Me

I am lying
In front of the window.
I am waiting for a sign
Of you desperately.
Days are getting darker,
More and more darkened,
And I am longing for your return.
The heat faded away,
Cold is here;
It is here for real
And it is invading all my flesh.
An icy atmosphere melted
With sweetness settled down in my appartment.
I don't want to feel anything anymore,
I want anything anymore.
I let myself be carried
And cradle by those heartless waves.
My eyes are empty,
There is no emotion.
No desire, no love, no anger
Even no fear.
But, little by little,
My body is paralyzing;
It also dries up
All my human warmth.
The only thing that remains
It is my soul.
And I know
That the Reaper is near.
It is searching for me.
Always.