« This is the truth »

I have done it again

I wish I don't but I'm just a human

And I feel so messed up

When you say « Please don't cut »

The monster is there

I would like to hide, but where ?

The fault is all mine

Don't feel guilty, it's only my mind

I steel bleeding

My hands are shacking

I try to stop, I promise you

But it's so hard to find an issue

I want the sickness outside of me

But it's too late to save me

I feel so lonely and broken

Sorry mom by hurting you when I've fallen

S.H.

03/02/2015