Ten to run

I was ten i was running
A lifetime racing
She stabbed in the back
Alongside our street
Away from her dart
A whole world to meet

A race is a calling
Like a ten years loving
A prayer a blessing field
Where trees are growing
And the sun's caressing
Still i'm ten and running

I'm never to see them
Never to be loved again
For she only wants me
As a nobody's angel
She'll rather stab me
Like a nobody's angel

She stabbed me in the back
Alongside our street
Away from her dart
A whole world to meet
I was ten i was running
A lifetime racing

It's her mouth and it's whispering
It's her malevolent thinking
Hear me fear-feeding voices
Still my race is my calling
May life look like choices
With all its messed-up faces

So stab me in the back
Alongside odd streets
I'm ten and i'm running
My lifetime racing