I will try but I won't waste my time

It's real I'm not really the most intelligent! I'm not really the most great ,cool, fun, happy! All it's real! I'm egocentric, strange, and surely a little mad! But one things is sure : if you gave me your love or your friendship, your amity, I will try to be a friend like you never have before! You're rejected me because I'm so protector, so dictator, so ... Me in fact! And so what can I do? Did I have to beg you to become again my friend? Did I have to change all I am just for you?  

Then you told me ‘I can't support you anymore', okay like you want. I needed time, so I take it! When I come again there was nothing like before. What can I do?

Others told me to try to speak with you then I try and you ignored me. I won't waste my time with someone who don't care about the friendship that I give. I won't waste my time with you, but I want to speak normally with you! It's unbearable! How can I leave with this trouble?

So I changed you can't see it, but I do my better to change, but you will never see it....