shyer

Looking at you hurts.

My heart is sour. Today smells like rain.

The drops washing my pain but the melancholy remains. Beautiful ancient memories in my head.

I cry out the bitterness of my unanswered feelings. Like a hole in a bucket, you are emptying me.

Looking at you hurts as if my heart was ripped out.

Tormented, I have this acid taste in my mouth.

A bowl of hate in my guts. I howl for you to the sky every nights.

Endless nights without you, I sleep alone, dreaming of your comeback.

I remember your arms around my shoulders. Your beautiful smell everywhere, filling this empty room. 

I remember your lips kissing mine slowly, then feel the void around me. Loneliness is heavy and infinite.

Craving for a sign of you, nothing ever happens as you forgot me, erased me from your mind.

Mourning while wandering in the empty streets. Shadows dancing in my mind.